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Peace out

I finished the second book of all time. I have to say it was a pretty good read, two murders a scandal all on a small cotton farming ranch in the 1950's. Make it the next book you read.

This week was not the greatest, trying to forget about it so I am not going into detail. When I am more positive Ill post.

Telling Layla's story spoken
'Bout how all her bones are broken
Hammers fall on all the pieces
Two months in the cover creases

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows how to believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing
I'm ashamed of all my somethings
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows how to believe in futures

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows I don't believe in futures

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows how to believe in futures

Alright you might want to sit down for this one, I picked up a book today and started to read it. Yes I know, such a sin on my part who knew thats what they where for. you will usually never catch me doing that unless its a new issue of Bizzare (if you can pick one up, U.K. mag).

Anyway, the book is called "A Painted House" by John Grisham, its so far based in the 1950's on a cotton farm in rural Arkansas. Its being told thru the eyes of a 7 year old. Vix is a bit surprised that i actually picked it up and started in on it, I have only read one other book since I have known her. Back to the book so far its pretty interesting and has yet to touch on the legal side of things, which is a rarity for the author. It will bound to give me something to post about in the coming days.

Later On.

yes Im still alive. .

Its been how long since my last post *counting fingers and toes, can i borrow yours* yeah its been that long. Lets see where to start. Oh I could fire back at this littleshit. Thinks I will, well when I just walk in the door and someone just starts bitching, well why listen to it. . . , now this will be come a vicious cycle of cat and mouse she fires I fire, I just dont have the energy for it. Why you ask well I'll tell you, I have been battling a very very bad toothache wait no toothPAIN. It took 4 days just to get into the Docs office just for him to say he can ease the problem but not fix it, wants to refer me to a specialist, who which of course does not bother to take any insurance what-so-fucking-ever and they want all the money up front close to 900 u.s. dollars, and well I just dont carry that type of cash on me. Okay well back to the docs vist, he asked if I was taking time off work and I fired back nope dont work and I doubt you will be getting paid for this either, he didnt find that too funny to say the least. But when he asked how are the drugs working, I said "Your kidding right" his eyes got huge, I dont think he really believed that they hadnt done some good, well if you call taking two Loritabs and getting stoned off it any good well then . . but I was still in pain I just didnt give a holyfuck at the point in time. He then said well I am gonna *censored for content* and I was like holy shit the fucking bed, then he followed with I am not gonna numb it sense its soo infected and my eyes just popped right out of my head. I told him to go for it, it cant possibly be any worse then the pain I was already in, boy howdy was I wrong and very wrong was I. To quote a movie i saw last night "This is some shit of up which we will not put" and then came the numbing agent of choice, such sweet relief. He finished his gruesome procedure I felt all better for an hour or so, then I found the real reason why he didnt want to numb my ass, aparently when he did that it let loose the infection into my bloodstrem and i was sick, felt like the flu, I was hot with the chills and sweats all my muslces hurt and joints, it was a mess. So I came home after the Doc and found a new Doc to do the root canal for far less and he takes my insurance, amen. So now i have to wait another week for it to be fixed and its throbbing like its about to jump out of my mouth but hasnt made its mind up yet.

Tj poor Tj. Shes about to take off for a little to get a problem fixed and I hope its a one stop shop and thats it all better when she finally comes back. Shes probably gonna be pissed that i said anything in public and that I am typing in the journal after so long and right before shes leaving. May all that read this keep her in your prayers or whatever you do for luck.

I have started to listen to my radio station Rock Out. give me feed back on it.

Okay who here had a May Day pole with all the streamers, um no one, you guys are no fun what so ever.

Work was fun as usual, I had to come home midday and wash myself off. I spent the entire morning cutting 8 inch holes into someones ceiling and it was double rocked. So by the time I got back here I looked like I played in a flour mill all morning. My sinus are having a field day, I dont think that I have ever inhaled so much shit all at once in my life. I went outside to dust myself off and it was like the olden days when they used to beat rugs, now keep in ming that sometimes I am not the smartest fellow in the world and I happened to do this right by my truck and well now I have to wash it. There is a nice white film over the entire thing inside and out, cause of course I had the windows down. When I finally got done with her ceiling it looked like swiss cheese, I also had to everytime there was a rafter so that I could drill thru it and fish wire as I went, we are talking every 16 inches on center in a 25 foot room. You would think that it would bee a hell of a lot cheeper if she just demoolished the whole rooma and started over, oh well its her buck not mine.

Just got done watching the 6th epoisode of Huff, its a series on showtime I think. I am downloading them this go around, cause I never seem to have the time to watch it when its on. I must be hoked on mini-series between Huff, Six Feet Under (damn the cancelled that), Carnivale ( go figure cancelled that too), Nip/Tuck, and Sopranos i dont watch regular t.v. anymore. Huff is pretty good, here is a link Huff.

Oh I met the cutest, thats right I said cute, little beagle pup. Man can that thing howl. He cant be very old I could hold him in the palms of my hands. He carried on and on, never once hushed up, I think that we made it worse, we took him out and played with him. Now as long as his owner doesnt find out then all will be well.

Those illegals sure showed us not didnt they. Thats all I am gonna say about that, we all feel about the same way.

So Long. . .

Update, I think I forgot to do this. Oh well, a close friend of mine called me up and asked this "Does my electric stove use gas?", at first I was thrown for a loop, didnt know how to respond. I was flat shocked that I heard this come from her. It reminded me of the Jessica Simpson "Why do they call it Chicken of the Sea" comment. It was some of the funniest shit that I have ever heard in my life. Well enough about that.

My Dad is leaving for Jamaca in a couple of days and he has the nerve of leaving me behind, that little rat bastard. He is going down there with my boss of all people. Speaking of which my boss is a very religous person and dabbles on the wild side every so often but is for the most part sheltered, he came up to me the other day and sked me if I smoked weed. I was shocked and awwed all over when I heard this. I just got silent after that, cause anything that came out of my mouth wouldnt be a good response knowing my sarcastic ass. Anyway he went on about how you can buy anything when you get off the plain, I fired off are you looking for a new wife, I bet you could find one down there. Anyway I told vix that if I ever go there I would spend all my time on the beach in a stupor. wether it be from beer or drugs, just whatever.

You guys ever see Pleasentville, with Reese Witherspoon. My favorite part is where the mom just learned how to pleasure herself, she sits down and takes a hot bath and starts to umm, well you know and then when she hits orgasm the tree bursts into flames, I must be doing something wrong, my house is still standing and so is all of my trees. Will have to research that.

Anywho off for now. . .